Tomorrow night I begin to speak TO my perpetrator about...IT.
First my angry letter, which was difficult but needed, and now I must look him in the eye and tell him why I have been mostly avoiding him since July of last year; since I first began to see the reality of it all.
Over 6 months of avoiding someone with whom I used to be close, (in a fearfully split, pitying, self-righteous way), and now, the beginnings of Truth spoken aloud: the invitation to walk in Truth and to begin to heal together.
Fathom it...a familial relationship being rebuilt with honesty, vulnerability, trust...oh, what an opportunity to begin a brand new thing.
"...Love rejoices with the Truth..." I Corinthians 13
"...Love keeps no record of wrongs..." I Corinthians 13
Oh, Jesus, grant me courage and resolve.
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